Get a Life -.-

I've been stalking someone lately. his tweets, tumblr.
and I think I'm going mad. I am so into him.
like, demit, -.- I am so good at falling for someone I can't have.
it's funny that you can fall for someone by just reading his tweets and posts on tumblr.
why do I feel like you can read my mind ?
oh yeah, great minds think alike lol will you marry me?
I told my (onni) akak about him, well she said,
if he really is just a crush, it wont be that long, not longer than 3 years.
did she just came up with a fact? omo, I have proved this long time ago.
and apparently, I forgot about it. I felt so relief after that
like of course, I'm not that ready to get married ha ha.

I wonder how it's like to be someone else.
I want to meet myself from someone else's point of view. can I?

okay, when I stalk over him. I feel like I'm living his life. his friends' are mine.
It hurts me every time he talks to some other girls.
that's where I come up with an awesome title of this post.
like I said, he kind of reading my mind and I saw his tweet.
"Dah tahu stalk tu boleh mengundang perasaan macam-macam pada hati. But yet still, nak stalk jugak. Memang dah tak sayang hati sendiri eh?"

well, he is that Mr. Popular. and usually I don't like this kind of guy.
I usually fall for a guy, no one would ever notice. someone like me. hah
not the one everyone is chasing around. maybe you're a bit mysterious.
this is soo against my nature. -.- I wish you could see me
and tell me I'm special? lol



for a moment, I'll live this dream, and then please, leave my mind.