iron lady kami

 

saya bersama umi, abang, kakak dan adik lelaki

melawat nenek kami di asrama.

yayasan al jenderami.

di jenderam, Selangor.

 

masa muda nenek tak sempat merasa tinggal di asrama,

sudah berusia Allah nak bagi juga rasa, tinggal bersama rakan rakan,

nenek sangat gembira sampai taknak balik.

 

nenek dibenarkan bawa handphone ke asrama, saya suka telefon nenek malam malam.

seronok dengar pengalaman tinggal di asrama, hampir sama situasinya macam saya di mrsm

ada ustaz warden, peraturan, kelas agama, nak keluar kena buat surat. hehe

ada satu hari nenek tak puas hati dengan roommate dia sampai minta tukar rumah.

 

saya kagum dengan seni bina tempat ini, sangat islamik

tempat ni sangat sesuai untuk belajar agama

kurang tangga, sesuai untuk orang-orang tua.

 

keluarga kami memang jenis ketawa dengan kuat,

tapi bila kat tempat awam semua boleh cover cover

tetibe kakak saya terlupa nak cover

pastu kami kena marah dengan warden.

ado. bikin malu saja

 

 

 

 

ini ada lagi gambar. oh itu bukan pokok kelapa sawit,

itu pokok kurma laa antum

hehe macam dekat tanah arab pulak

sapa sapa nak derma unta boleh contact yayasan ni ye.

 

saya rindu nenek, tidur dengan nenek.

dengar cerita nenek.

mesti geli hati punya.

tapi di sini nek gembira.

Alhamdulillah.

 

she will always be the strongest woman I've ever met.

 mata dia lagi tajam dari mata saya.

tak pakai spec

gigi dia masih cantik.

tak pakai braces.

tak pakai tongkat.

berjalan perlahan

and she's about 90.

 

aishiteru , nek.

choosing the right university

hm, this is hard. I have to choose. If it wasn't about getting a degree, I will choose among the most beautiful universities in the united states and I will.  Top 50 Most Beautiful Universities in USA
have different views than in Malaysia.

As I am majoring in computer engineering. I want to be like Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg who enters Harvard. but both of them were college dropouts and I found Harvard was listed in 2011 Most Stressful Universities in USA. Cornell was listed too. our lecturer told us that 2 of my seniors go there and only 1 survived, the other one committed suicide due to stress. *sing* If I die young...
NO I DONT WANT TO DIE YOUNG, I WANNA GET MARRIED.

here's the list for top universities for computer engineering


so next quality is, the composition of Malaysian Muslims there. no matter where I go, I always want to celebrate raya! I joined the US bound Malaysian Students group in facebook to know more. Many of them go to Purdue. hm.

ok done. I have my list. I'll apply for them insha Allah. (:
I wish there's tumblr university

kelapa dan orkid

hi guys, assalammualaikum.
I might not update as frequent as before as you guys know, my classes already start. hm.
oh, forget about me planning to write proper english. ingat tak pasal iklan yang.. kelapa dan orkid bagus..... untuk rambut......

somehow I find it, works. it makes my hair smoother. I used to have dry and brittle hair. but using this shampoo makes my hair feels great. and smells good. please have faith yang Allah makes it work. masa pakai tu, baca lah bismillah. selawat selawat ke. eh tapi dalam toilet haha. baca dalam hati lah. dulu saya fikir kalau saya selalu mandi rambut akan jadi lembap rupanya lagi kering, because the hair lose the natural oil they made. oil yang buat rambut kita hydrated. not water. another thing I do is, I apply olive oil before sleep. and anytime my hair get dehydrated.

even nabi kita pun suka pakai minyak zaitun. I found these over the Net.

Daripada Abu Hurairah bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

 “Makanlah minyak zaitun dan lumurlah minyaknya,
kerana ia berasal daripada pohon yang penuh berkat"
                      (Riwayat At-Tirmizi dan Ibnu Majah)

Minyak zaitun jernih dan berkilau seperti cahaya. Perkara ini disebut di dalam Firman Allah    swt dalam al-Quran Surah An-Nur:35:

“ ...yang dinyalakan dengan minyak yang banyak faedahnya (iaitu) zaitun yang tumbuh tidak di sebelah timur dan tidak pula di sebelah barat, yang minyaknya (sahaja) hampir menerangi, walaupun tidak disentuh api...

FIRST DAY on my SECOND SEMESTER

Hi, Assalammualaikum everyone.

I came late to class today. My friend and I went to Tesco for eating and shopping for some other stuffs when it's just 2 hours for the next class. I didn't expect the lecturer to question me for why am I late for her class. Am I still in high school? ok whatever. oh and she mentions about how she hates people who come late to class a few times when I am the only one appearing to be the latecomer. that is just great. then people start to look at me with smiles like hoyeah, everybody loves me. let me just cut it out here.

It's a new semester! I am going to start fresh as I am moving forward to pursue bigger dreams. How come you can have a better future when you keep looking backwards, shae? yes, smile. everything can change if and only if you're willing to let go of the past and learn from it. oh and people, I'll try to write properly. I'll try to use more vocabs next time, in shaa Allah. for this semester I have to polish my writing skills for SAT and TOEFL. please pray for me if you remember. (: that would meant a lot. thank you. I really want to go to America next year. >.<

I already had my to-do list. err. so many things to do. Yep. I'll try to catch up. MIT, here I comeeeeee :D

I phoned Nenek yesterday and I am so happy to hear from her. she is about 90 and still healthy, the strongest woman in the family. she inspired us so much that make most of the female in our big happy family to be as strong as her; spirituality and physically. I adore her so much.

SOLAT DHUHA

saya seorang yang sangat liat mengerjakan solat sunat dhuha berbanding solat sunat yang lain. tadi saya terjumpa artikel ini di facebook.

KEUTAMAAN MENGERJAKAN SOLAT SUNAT DHUHA


Ianya Amalan Berbentuk Sedekah.

Bagi setiap anggota sendi serta ruas-ruas tulang perlu mengeluarkan sedekah bagi menunjukkan ketaatan kita kepada Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala. Justeru itu solat Dhuha adalah amalan yang dapat menunaikan tanggung jawab tersebut. Daripada Abu Dzarr radhiallahu’ anh, daripada Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam, baginda bersabda:

يُصْبِحُ عَلَى كُلِّ سُلاَمَى مِنْ أَحَدِكُمْ صَدَقَةٌ فَكُلُّ تَسْبِيحَةٍ صَدَقَةٌ وَكُلُّ تَحْمِيدَةٍ صَدَقَةٌ

وَكُلُّ تَهْلِيلَةٍ صَدَقَةٌ وَكُلُّ تَكْبِيرَةٍ صَدَقَةٌ وَأَمْرٌ بِالْمَعْرُوفِ صَدَقَةٌ وَنَهْيٌ عَنْ الْمُنْكَرِ صَدَقَةٌ

وَيُجْزِئُ مِنْ ذَلِكَ رَكْعَتَانِ يَرْكَعُهُمَا مِنْ الضُّحَى.

Maksudnya:

Bagi tiap-tiap ruas dari anggota tubuh salah seorang di antara kalian harus dikeluarkan sedekahnya setiap pagi hari. Setiap tasbih (Subhaanallah) adalah sedekah, setiap tahmid (Alhamdulillah) adalah sedekah, setiap tahlil (Laa Ilaaha Illallah) adalah sedekah, setiap takbir (Allahu Akbar) adalah sedekah, menyuruh untuk berbuat baik juga sedekah, dan mencegah kemungkaran juga sedekah. Dan semua itu boleh diganti dengan dua rakaat solat Dhuha. (Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim dalam Shahihnya, Kitab Sholaatul Musaafiriin wa Qashruha, no: 720)

Allah Memberi Rezeki Yang Cukup Sepanjang Siang Hari.
Bagi mereka yang mengerjakan solat Dhuha Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala sentiasa mencukupkan segala keperluan seseorang sepanjang siang hari. Daripada Nu’aim bin Hammar, dia berkata: Saya pernah mendengar Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda Allah Azza Wa Jalla berfirman:

يَا ابْنَ آدَمَ لاَ تُعْجِزْنِي مِنْ أَرْبَعِ رَكَعَاتٍ فِي أَوَّلِ نَهَارِكَ أَكْفِكَ آخِرَهُ.

Maksudnya:

Wahai anak Adam, janganlah engkau sampai tertinggal untuk mengerjakan solat empat rakaat pada permulaan siang (waktu Dhuha), nescaya Aku akan memberi kecukupan kepadamu sampai akhir siang. (Hadith Riwayat Imam Abu Dawud dalam Sunannya, Kitab al-Sholaah, no: 1097)

Mendapat Pahala Sebagaimana Mengerjakan Haji Dan Umrah.
Bagi mereka yang mengerjakan solat Subuh secara berjemaah lalu tetap berada dalam masjid dengan berzikir kepada Allah dan mengerjakan solat Dhuha pada awal terbitnya matahari maka dia mendapat pahala seperti mengerjakan haji dan umrah. Daripada Anas radhiallahu’ anh, dia berkata: Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda:

مَنْ صَلَّى الْغَدَاةَ فِي جَمَاعَةٍ ثُمَّ قَعَدَ يَذْكُرُ اللَّهَ حَتَّى تَطْلُعَ الشَّمْسُ

ثُمَّ صَلَّى رَكْعَتَيْنِ كَانَتْ لَهُ كَأَجْرِ حَجَّةٍ وَعُمْرَةٍ قَالَ قَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ

تَامَّةٍ تَامَّةٍ تَامَّةٍ.

Maksudnya:

Barangsiapa mengerjakan solat Subuh secara berjemaah lalu sesudah itu dia tetap duduk (di masjid) untuk berzikir kepada Allah sehingga matahari terbit (dan meninggi), kemudian solat (Dhuha) dua rakaat maka dia akan mendapat pahala sebagaimana pahala haji dan umrah. Dia berkata (Anas), Rasulullah bersabda: Yang sempurna, Yang Sempurna, Yang Sempurna. (Hadith Riwayat Imam al-Tirmidzi dalam Sunannya, Kitab al-Jumu’ah, no: 535)

Ia Solat Bagi Orang Yang Bertaubat.
Solat Dhuha adalah termasuk bagi solat untuk orang-orang yang bertaubat (Sholat Awwabin). Daripada Zaid bin Arqam bahawasanya Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam keluar menuju tempat Ahli Quba’ yang ketika itu mereka sedang mengerjakan solat Dhuha. Baginda lalu bersabda:

صَلاَةُ الأَوَّابِينَ حِينَ تَرْمَضُ الْفِصَالُ.

Maksudnya:

Solat Awwabin (orang-orang yang taubat) dilakukan pada saat teriknya matahari. (Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim dalam Shahihnya, Kitab Sholaatul Musaafiriin wa Qashruhaa, no: 748)


TATACARA PERLAKSANAAN SOLAT DHUHA.

Waktu untuk mengerjakan solat Dhuha adalah sewaktu matahari mulai naik iaitu sebaik sahaja berakhirnya waktu yang diharamkan solat setelah solat Subuh (12 minit setelah matahari terbit atau untuk lebih berhati-hati laksanakannya setelah 15 minit) sehingga sebelum matahari condong atau tergelincir ketika tengahari (10 minit sebelum masuk waktu Zuhur atau untuk lebih berhati-hati laksanakannya sebelum 15 minit) menurut Syaikh al-‘Utsaimin di dalam Asy-Syarhul Mumti’.

Jika demikian, waktu solat Dhuha dimulai setelah keluar dari waktu larangan solat pada awal siang hari (pagi hari) sampai adanya larangan saat tengah hari.

Namun demikian waktu yang afdal adalah pada saat matahari panas terik. Demikian adalah dalil-dalil tentang waktu mengerjakan solat Dhuha:

Daripada Anas radhiallahu’ anh, dia berkata: Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda:

مَنْ صَلَّى الْغَدَاةَ فِي جَمَاعَةٍ ثُمَّ قَعَدَ يَذْكُرُ اللَّهَ حَتَّى تَطْلُعَ الشَّمْسُ

ثُمَّ صَلَّى رَكْعَتَيْنِ كَانَتْ لَهُ كَأَجْرِ حَجَّةٍ وَعُمْرَةٍ قَالَ قَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ

تَامَّةٍ تَامَّةٍ تَامَّةٍ.

Maksudnya:

Barangsiapa mengerjakan solat Subuh secara berjemaah lalu sesudah itu dia tetap duduk (di masjid) untuk berzikir kepada Allah sehingga matahari terbit (dan meninggi), kemudian solat (Dhuha) dua rakaat. (Hadith Riwayat Imam al-Tirmidzi dalam Sunannya, Kitab al-Jumu’ah, no: 535)

Sabda Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam:

صَلاَةُ الأَوَّابِينَ حِينَ تَرْمَضُ الْفِصَالُ.

Maksudnya:

Solat Awwabin (orang-orang yang taubat) dilakukan pada saat teriknya matahari. (Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim dalam Shahihnya, Kitab Sholaatul Musaafiriin wa Qashruha, no: 748)

Jumlah Rakaat Solat Dhuha.
Jumlah rakaat solat Dhuha paling minimal adalah dua rakaat dan ia boleh dikerjakan tanpa batasan jumlah rakaat yang tertentu. Sebelum ini penulis telah memaparkan hadith-hadith berkaitan solat Dhuha yang dilaksanakan dengan dua dan empat rakaat. Berikut adalah dalil yang menunjukkan ianya juga boleh dikerjakan dengan sebanyak enam, lapan dan dua belas rakaat.

Daripada Anas bin Malik radhiallahu’ anh bahawasanya Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam pernah mengerjakan solat Dhuha sebanyak enam rakaat. (Hadith Riwayat Imam al-Tirmidzi dalam kitab al-Syamaail, Bab Sholat al-Dhuha, no: 273)

أُمِّ هَانِئٍ فَإِنَّهَا قَالَتْ إِنَّ النَّبِيَّ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ دَخَلَ بَيْتَهَا يَوْمَ فَتْحِ مَكَّةَ

فَاغْتَسَلَ وَصَلَّى ثَمَانِيَ رَكَعَاتٍ.

Maksudnya:

Daripada Ummu Hani’, dia berkata: Pada masa pembebasan kota Makkah, dia bertemu Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam ketika baginda berada di atas tempat tertinggi di Makkah. Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam beranjak menuju tempat mandinya lalu Fathimah memasang tabir untuk baginda. Selanjutnya Fathimah mengambilkan kain dan menyelimutkannnya kepada baginda. Setelah itu baginda mengerjakan solat Dhuha sebanyak lapan rakaat. (Hadith Riwayat Imam al-Bukhari dalam Shahihnya, Kitab al-Tahajjud, no: 1176)

Di dalam Fathul Baari al-Hafidz Ibnu Hajar rahimahullah telah membawa sebuah riwayat seperti di bawah:

وَعِنْد اَلطَّبَرَانِيّ مِنْ حَدِيثِ أَبِي اَلدَّرْدَاءِ مَرْفُوعًا مَنْ صَلَّى اَلضُّحَى رَكْعَتَيْنِ لَمْ يُكْتَبْ مِنْ اَلْغَافِلِينَ ,

وَمَنْ صَلَّى أَرْبَعًا كُتِبَ مِنْ اَلتَّائِبِينَ , وَمَنْ صَلَّى سِتًّا كُفِيَ ذَلِكَ اَلْيَوْمَ ,

وَمَنْ صَلَّى ثَمَانِيًا كُتِبَ مِنْ اَلْعَابِدِينَ , وَمَنْ صَلَّى ثِنْتَيْ عَشْرَة بَنَى اَللَّهُ لَهُ بَيْتًا فِي اَلْجَنَّةِ

Maksudnya:

Dalam riwayat al-Thabarani daripada hadith Abu Darda’ secara marfu’ disebutkan: Barangsiapa solat Dhuha dua rakaat, maka tidak ditulis sebagai orang-orang lalai, barangsiapa solat Dhuha empat rakaat maka ditulis sebagai orang-orang yang bertaubat, barangsiapa solat Dhuha enam rakaat, maka dicukupkan untuknya pada hari itu, barangsiapa solat Dhuha lapan rakaat, maka ditulis dalam golongan ahli Ibadah, dan barangsiapa solat Dhuha dua belas rakaat maka dibangunkan untuknya rumah di syurga. Rujuk Fathul Baari, jilid 6, ms. 349 ketika al-Hafidz mensyarah hadith Shahih al-Bukhari no: 1176. Namun status hadith ini diperselisihkan olah para ulamak hadis. Musa bin Ya’qub al-Zami’i yang terdapat dalam sanad hadith ini telah didha’ifkan oleh Ibnu al-Madini namun dinilai tsiqah pula oleh Ibnu Ma’in dan Ibnu Hibban. Al-Hafidz sendiri berkata sanad hadis ini lemah namun diperkuatkan oleh hadith Abu Dzar yang diriwayatkan oleh al-Bazzar hanya sahaja sanadnya juga lemah dan apa yang lebih tepat hadith ini dha’if. Wallahu’alam.

Berkaitan dengan dalil yang menunjukkan jumlah rakaat solat Dhuha ini tidak ada batasan yang tertentu adalah:

مُعَاذَةُ أَنَّهَا سَأَلَتْ عَائِشَةَ رَضِيَ اللَّهُ عَنْهَا:

كَمْ كَانَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ يُصَلِّي صَلاَةَ الضُّحَى؟

قَالَتْ: أَرْبَعَ رَكَعَاتٍ وَيَزِيدُ مَا شَاءَ.

Maksudnya:

Daripada Mu’adzah, dia berkata: Aku bertanya kepada ‘Aisyah: Berapa rakaat Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam mengerjakan solat Dhuha?
Dia menjawab: Sebanyak empat rakaat lalu baginda menambahnya lagi menurut yang dia kehendaki. (Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim dalam Shahihnya, Kitab Sholaatil Musaafiriin wa Qashruhaa, no: 719)

Ringkasan Tatacara Mengerjakan Solat Dhuha
Rakaat Pertama

1) Berniat di dalam hati untuk mengerjakan solat Dhuha
2) Takbiratul Ihram
3) Doa Iftitah
4) Membaca surah al-Fatihah
5) Membaca Surah al-Qur’an
6) Rukuk
7) Iktidal
8) Sujud
9) Duduk antara dua sujud
10) Sujud kali kedua
11) Bangun untuk rakaat kedua

Rakaat Kedua

1) Ulang seperti rakaat pada pertama dari nombor (4) hingga (10)
2) Duduk untuk tahiyyat akhir
3) Memberi salam ke kanan dan ke kiri

facebook + family = awkward

kejam sangat diri ini kalau tak approve darah daging sendiri kat facebook. tapi bila dah approve, pacik macik ni comment kita ni post unnecessarily. of course la, I am a teenager. I love to post some humors. My life is not like you guys yang dah kerja -_- I have plenty of time to waste. I can imagine their newsfeed are full of my unnecessary posts. mesti la dorang marah. I wonder why my other cousins look so decent in facebook. mereka sangat dua kali lima dengan saya. you know, we are family. we are about the same. and why is it always me since they are all still exist ? and you, pacik macik. you told us. you were once been in our age. but I think you forgot how it's like to be us. or maybe you just don't have facebook back then. omo, you don't even have computers :O. oh wow give a big round of applause for them people, they survived universities without google. what a genius. ok ape merepek ni =.='

so today my friend, jelita (not her real name lol) tell me something. she filters 'who can see my post'. I should've done that long time ago. filter it, so only my close friends can see my future posts without blocking my own family in facebook. *tadaa* silaturrahim dapat dikekalkan, gossip dapat dijauhkan. masalah selesai! *setelah menconteng arang ke muka sendiri* takpe, elakkan kes yang sama berulang.

even family dengan friends dah ada border, keep within the limit ea, shae. *uhuhuhuhuk* hepi nye

Of Hijab

who says wearing hijab is not beautiful? true beauty lies inside us. you just have to be confident. what is more beautiful than a girl who is confident enough to be herself, my dear? I can't say people wearing hijab properly would look hot, but I can say they look sweet. I just feel calm by looking at them especially those in tudung labuh (wide hijab?), I don't know about you. some of us girls wear hijab and at the same time, they are too into fashion. girls, you don't live up to their expectation. your submission is to something higher. who do you want to please when you cover your aurat properly? who ask you to do that? Allah. and when Allah asks the Muslimah to wear hijab, to fully cover your aurat. He knows you Best. He knows you better than your mother, better than Tumblr. Muslimah nowadays have so many styles in wearing hijab like the western do for their hairstyles. that's not good.

whenever we do something, think back of why we did so?
may you and I remember this always

I come across some awesome videos by Nadia Syamila. she is also a blogger. an ex-mrsm taiping student. I once saw her in Tunas Saintis, a program held by mrsm all over the country. she managed to win gold medal for her project, in Houston I think, I can't remember it well. well she is blessed with a wonderful personality. full of spirit. think I love her. she discussed about wearing hijab in youtube. I totally agree with her. I hope you will make more videos. (:

here are some pictures of nadia syamila(left) and aisyah shakirah. -->

apparently yes it's true

tumblr knows you better than your family

I lovee tumblr but I don't like my tumblr template. so I copy and paste teenager's post on my blog lol



I know it is annoying to tell you about him over and over again
but he is still here *tonyoh kepala*
playing in my mind.

I hate it

I'm lazy and I know it :3

post kali ni nak menyedapkan hati. untuk diri yang selalu dihina -.- oleh diri sendiri
aku ni memang penyegan orang nya *haha slang perlis*

aku rasa memang aku kena tukar nama from ''shae dow'' to ''Lay-Z''
oh oh I can rap!
I tried and tried,
and now I am tired of it.
so in the end,
I'll try to find the positive side of it.

yeah it sucks, shut up.
I really can't force myself. and I found so many people like me in engineering. we make good friends

 

just because I got some good grades in spm

most of my friends from secondary school keep asking

of why don't I major in medicine

well here is it, the little truth.

I am too lazy to be a doctor

who works all day and night struggling for 4 flat

 

I am not the one who speaks the way you want to hear

I don't really like it to interact with others.

I don't like people to look for me and tell me they're sick

I need some privacy most of the time

 

I don't intend to be an ignorant

I found myself to be blur sometimes and

I'm just too lazy to ask. "what?"

because I feel bad that you have to repeat it for me

after all the laughing and the emotions you already did.

by yourself.

it's.... gonna be awkward.

 

the way I think is also unsuitable to be a doctor too tho

in the nutshell, I have no interest in majoring medicine.

but I do love biology,

it tells me how little things

are so important

to make up great and complex matter

so, yeah. I am majoring in computer engineering. and I hope it's the right choice. Aamin (:

Get a Life -.-

I've been stalking someone lately. his tweets, tumblr.
and I think I'm going mad. I am so into him.
like, demit, -.- I am so good at falling for someone I can't have.
it's funny that you can fall for someone by just reading his tweets and posts on tumblr.
why do I feel like you can read my mind ?
oh yeah, great minds think alike lol will you marry me?
I told my (onni) akak about him, well she said,
if he really is just a crush, it wont be that long, not longer than 3 years.
did she just came up with a fact? omo, I have proved this long time ago.
and apparently, I forgot about it. I felt so relief after that
like of course, I'm not that ready to get married ha ha.

I wonder how it's like to be someone else.
I want to meet myself from someone else's point of view. can I?

okay, when I stalk over him. I feel like I'm living his life. his friends' are mine.
It hurts me every time he talks to some other girls.
that's where I come up with an awesome title of this post.
like I said, he kind of reading my mind and I saw his tweet.
"Dah tahu stalk tu boleh mengundang perasaan macam-macam pada hati. But yet still, nak stalk jugak. Memang dah tak sayang hati sendiri eh?"

well, he is that Mr. Popular. and usually I don't like this kind of guy.
I usually fall for a guy, no one would ever notice. someone like me. hah
not the one everyone is chasing around. maybe you're a bit mysterious.
this is soo against my nature. -.- I wish you could see me
and tell me I'm special? lol



for a moment, I'll live this dream, and then please, leave my mind.

Rapunzel

omo omo, I just watched Rapunzel, of course I have watched it before. but I really enjoyed myself watching it this time. haha they are so cute. how I wish to have that someone who will make my dreams come true. lol it's funny. the guy, the princess, the horse. everyone. except for the wicked witch.

LOL

 

 

 

of why I write

assalammualaikum,

guys, I'm not here to chase fame, when I write, I write for myself and others, as a friend, as a sister, as a daughter, as a student and last but not least, as a Muslim. (: I don't write to please others, expect nothing from me. I'm just a normal human being who did lots of mistakes. The past is the place I hate to visit, enough for me to learn from it.

you know the easiest way you can live life happily without boundaries. by just depend on Allah and follow His Prophet, Muhammad SAW. and expect nothing from anyone, it's hard to say this but, even from your family.

aku tak sehebat mana, tak tinggi mana ilmu aku berbanding orang lain. tak layak lah aku officially dipanggil da'ie. cuma kadang-kadang, aku suka post aku disisipkan dengan hadis or anything related to Islam, I'll feel some peace. but that doesn't make me an ustazah. hey, anybody can spread the words of wisdom. bukan ustazah je nak masuk syurga. I'm just a girl in the street. not the one putting on niqab, tudung labuh and speak arabic. just that ordinary girl you never thought she exists.

dunia jambatan akhirat. tapi tengok apa kita buat?

dunia ni, jambatan untuk akhirat, aku ingat belajar PAI ni ˳/(˘ε ˘)> hee. kita ibarat pengembara yang menyinggah sebentar di dunia, mencari bekalan timbangan untuk akhirat yang kekal selamanya.

as I'm living this student's life. aku perasan diri aku ingat Allah bila susah je, nak exam, stress. homesick. bila senang? astaghfirullah *ye, ye same lah kite . hm, huuu~* :;(∩´﹏`∩);:
aku setuju dengan quote ni, 'kadang-kadang orang yang bersendirian tu lebih bahagia daripada orang yang bersama orang ramai, sebab dia ada Allah.' kita tahu, Allah tak pernah lupakan kita walau sesaat. buktinya, kita masih hidup sampai harini. tapi fikir apa kita balas ? ʅ(｡◔‸◔｡)ʃ eee malu laa~

I saw this meme about students in facebook saying
one day before exam, students become the most religious people on earth. ^^
at first it was funny, well, it is funny because it's true.
but then we can notice that it's not suppose to be a joke
I remember these words from Yasmin Mogahed.
don't use Allah to get the dunya. Instead, use the dunya to get Allah
it's totally true. but we always do the opposite of what we're suppose to do

mari, muhasabah diri (:

a better love story than romeo and juliet

In the picture are Ahmad, 26 and his wife Fatima, 25 both "disabled". The wife is without feet and the husband is without hands. He eats by her hands and she walks by his feet. Indeed, after seeing this picture, don't you think that there is hope for the rest of us? He has no arms and she has no legs but what they are able to accomplish is remarkable. She takes care of him good and he’s able to do almost everything with his feet. Moreover, in their everyday life they do all the housework without any help from the others. They are an amazing couple. Ma'sha'Allah! May Allah (SWT) bless them, Ameen! Alhamdulillah!

Interesting isn't it, :') I copied from facebook hahah *copycat face* meow~ *kucing gatal~*

 

true love is not all about dying together, but growing old together and still love each other till your last breath

 

this is too sweet :')

 

I love malaysia

haha this is Malaysia. I am proud to be Malaysian.
the comments for this picture are kinda interesting too tho

Las Vegas? No.. it's genting highland

Bangladesh? No.. it's Kuala Lumpur

and suddenly..

Palestine? No.. it's Lahad Datu

aishiteru yo

assalammualaikum wbt. (waalaikummusalam, hehe jawab pun ^^)

hi everyone. I just saw this girl on youtube. her name is Madilyn Bailey. they call her Maddy. she is super awesome. she's pretty and talented. She can play so many kinds of musical instruments. piano, guitar.. like wow she's great. somehow, I just envy this kind of people. I guess some of us feel the same way, and we often forget about the girl/boy we see in the mirror. yeah, ourselves. we keep looking at others and rarely appreciate what we had until we realize it's gone. don't be like that. let's spend some time being grateful (: hey, maybe she's beautiful but that doesn't make you ugly. smile.

say Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. all praises to Allah. thank you.
next time say it, with full of passion. no need to shout. Allah always near, Allah always hear, even when you say it in your mind. Allah will hear you.

assume that you're telling your lover. I love you, then he reply I love you more, and he does. that is soo sweet. and that's Allah (: I love You forever. please let me do so. never let me go astray. guide me always okay :')

when Allah gives you something. like water or air for you to continue living your life, he didn't expect anything from you. he just said that when you're grateful, he will give you more. it's up to you. He got nothing to lose. subhanallah.

and when you say Alhamdulillah, Allah will be so happy he said your Alhamdulillah is more than what he gave you. For a human being like me, I would think, no it's not. someone gave me something, and I said thank you and that someone said your 'thank you' worth more than what he gives like...err ' thank you ' is really not a big deal. you saved my life everyday. but not for Allah, Allah always appreciate you. He always love you more. I saw it on tv just now, a Sheikh gave a tazkirah about this. and I am so touched.

masak ye

uhuhuk. ustaz. saya tak pandai masak, dan bila saya masak orang makan untuk rasa je, tak habis. saya akan membazir. kalau saya rajin memasak, saya akan banyak membazir. I hope it wont be the end of any relationship. takpe saya akan berusaha lagi (◡﹏◡)

mereka datang membawa keberkatan

assalammualaikum wbt.  hehe. dua rakan aku datang ziarah. aku tertidur dengan nyenyaknya pulak. Alhamdulillah, Allah kejutkan. tak jumpa tudung, main rembat je cardigan, letak atas kepala. nah. maaf ye kawan, aku sangat serabai semasa menyambut korang. ಥ_ಥ korang pun tak cakap nak datang kenapa. takpe lah, aku tahu korang tak kisah hahah. yang penting aku sambut dengan gembira.


oh kami berbual kosong, tapi seronok. mereka dapat masuk ke ipta. tahniah ! ≧(´▽｀)≦ daftar on March 26. sama dengan habis sem break aku. belajar rajin rajin ye, kawan. jangan jadi macam aku. aku tengah berusaha untuk rajin. and always remember Allah always there for you. when he sees you struggle, he won't let you fall. he might let you jump over the edge of a cliff, but he wont let you fall. he will either catch you or let you know you can actually fly.

we had so much fun. then it's time. dah pukul 7, mereka nak gerak. ╥﹏╥ aku pujuk solat rumah aku je lah. tapi mereka risau yang parents risau. ok betul juga, nanti malam takut pulak nak drive gelap-gelap. byebye datang lagi taw. ヽ(*´з｀*)ﾉ aku minta maaf sepanjang perjumpaan kita. also I'm sorry for my modest hospitality . orang bujang.  uhuks

I'm doing it better ! yeehaa !

kali kedua memandu. amat memuaskan. Alhamdulillah. tapi masih perlu banyak belajar. harini dapat banyak tips. get what I mean? lagi banyak buat salah, lagi banyak belajar heheh. teringat hari pertama memandu macam bawa kuda haha. you guys should've looked at my abah's face when I'm driving

best nya aku kalau dah boleh drive. oh feels like travelling all around the world. but while I'm young and full of energy, I choose to walk and try all the public transport and meet all kinds of people. aku suka tengok ragam orang. haha. I just love to make an observation to my surrounding. look at how people look at others. you will learn something unexpected. life is full of adventures. think I should record all of them in my journal and let my grandchildren or younger generation to be in my past and learn from it too.

ingat

 

 

kawan tengok tangan kanan kau, ada berapa jari ? Sekarang kau tengok tangan kiri kau pulak, ada berapa jari ? Boleh aku mintak kau ingat tangan kanan, sebelum tangan kiri. Ok aku bukan nak cakap tentang surah Mulk ayat ke 3

Yang telah menciptakan tujuh langit berlapis-lapis. Kamu sekali-kali tidak melihat pada ciptaan Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah sesuatu yang tidak seimbang. Maka lihatlah berulang-ulang, adakah kamu lihat sesuatu yang tidak seimbang?

Tapi aku nak bagi cara untuk kau ingat pasal hadis ni setiap masa.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, "Rebutlah 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara; masa muda sebelum tua, kaya sebelum miskin, lapang sebelum sempit, sihat sebelum sakit, dan hidup sebelum mati" Hadis riwayat Imam Ahmad.

Tolonglah jangan cakap kau dah lali dengan hadis ni, oh benda ni dari tadika cikgu dah ajar nyanyi. Tapi apa kau ingat setiap masa? Kalau kau ingat, kau takkan semena-menanya membuang masa. “Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back.” ― Harvey MacKay . bila matsalleh buat quote baru kita nak dengar mungkin.

Aku nak ambil satu. Lapang sebelum sempit.

Benda ni aku tujukan khas untuk lepasan spm 2012. Sekarang kalian cuti panjang kan? Ada yang mungkin cuti sampai setahun. Cuti, maksudnya? Lapang. Rebut peluang ni kawan. Mungkin ada antara kita yang belum ada cita-cita. Biasa lah. Dulu, kalau takda cita-cita tak payah fikir dulu, fikir pasal spm. Belajar rajin-rajin. So, this. Is. The. time. Lepas spm! Fikir ah nak jadi apa. Nanti salah pilih, kecewa. Salah siapa? Google ada. Semua hujung jari lah sekarang. Buat research, lepas usaha, kau boleh bertawakal, knowing what happens next is the best for you.

Macam mana nak jadikan setiap hari bermakna. Setiap hari, kau kena buat target. Bangun dari tidur, kau harus tahu apa patut kau buat. dan apabila hari itu bakal berakhir, sebelum masuk tidur kau boleh pasang target untuk benda baru atau teruskan apa yang tak terlaksana lagi. Hidup kena ada matlamat. And when it comes to this point

Allah berfirman: Tidak Aku Jadikan Jin dan Manusia Melainkan Untuk Menyembah Aku - Az-Zariyat:56

Maknanya? Semua yang kita lakukan, haruslah lillahi taala, kerana Allah taala. Kawan, benda ni selalu ulang tapi nama pun manusia, memang pelupa kalau tak lupa mesti ambil ringan. Jangan. Hidup ini kalau bukan untuk Allah, maka sia-sialah. Sapa yang mahu tersenarai dalam golongan yang rugi? Ayuh, belum terlambat. ah tak perlu tunggu besok. Kau ambil buku catatan dan pen sekarang. Apa yang kau nak buat harini ?

and in the end you realized all you need is Allah. (:

my whole plan of studying during this sem break doesn't seem to work out. I felt it. something wrong with myself. I need to recover. mungkin aku patut bertafakur sepanjang cuti ni. hm. back to my roots. pulihkan rohani aku yang laparkan santapannya. aku rasa hati aku semakin keras dari hari ke hari. what happened. funny, shae. I should know what this is all about. solat 5 waktu, puasa and all that, you think you're good enough. orang bagi tazkirah, kau bajet dah tahu semua benda. where did you put your heart and soul in your ibadah? blaming yourself all this while for why are you being such a lazy bum, not realizing there's something wrong with your heart and your soul. I think that's it. go search for Allah. for there, you'll find peace. [: in shaa Allah

you can study sat and toefl later on, during classes. for now, you need a rehab.

at 5

hey guys I'm here. it's 5 in the morning. I'm watching movies.

oh it's easier to stay up till 5 than wake up at 5.

just remembered ummi asked me to cook the rice for sahur. my parents plan to fast today. I want to fast too. I have 5 days left to repay my fasting debt. ohh.

calculus exercise book is still here next to me. calling for me to solve some engineering problems. oh please, self. be more hard working. shae, you just have to push yourself for betterment. you promise to practice this kaizen thingy. and yet, you keep procrastinating. it's time to review some sat and toefl questions. sem break is about to end. I have to say shae, you're good at wasting time. *clap* if you keep on like this, you're going no where, you're way left behind. come on, cant you feel that hard slap. stop with the poker face and start to make the brain works. it's all dusty and full of spider webs. don't make me compare yours with Patrick's. go die

mother's day

the world's celebrating mothers' day. I don't understand why some kids don't like their mothers, especially the teenagers. mothers are awesome. they are created to suit you. so love them (:

so today is mothers' day. my little sisters made beautiful mothers' day cards for ummi and now they are cleaning my room for all the mess they've made. as for me, I haven't wish my ummi yet. uh, what is this feeling? I love my mother everyday. I pray for ummi everyday.

so for me everyday is a mother's day (:

driving lesson 1

こんばんは    \ (^ o ^) /

saya sangat gembira hari ini. abah ajar saya memandu.
oh oh it's my first time driving *perah peluh dalam baldi*
hari ini, baru saya tahu, saya sangat teruk dalam memandu . ╥﹏╥

we went to an open space. just for me not to crash anything or other cars. susah sangat. i hope to be a pro one day. ahh when will I get my licence  >..< i should make an improvement. (ง •̀_•́)ง we will have another lesson tomorrow. wish me luck . arigatou gozaimasu , i need that.

sayounara everyone. i'm so tired today

 

┌(・。・)┘♪└(・。・)┐♪┌(・。・)┘

p/s: me too, wondering why do I sound so cute tonight. never mind. (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

music

aku suka musik. sangat. especially lagu lagu barat yang maknanya tahape hape. bukan aku suka sangat dengan makna dia tapi aku suka rentak tu. it beats harmonically with my heart. even though aku tahu makna lagu yang kita nyanyi tu boleh affect diri kita. badan kita mostly air which act as a recorder, kata kata yang kita keluarkan ialah doa. kalau baik maka doa yang baik, kalau tak? hm.

 sampai abah selalu nasihat. jangan dengar selalu musik musik barat tu, nanti hati jadi gelap. memang pun. aku sendiri boleh rasa diri aku berkhayal, berangan. ye it feels bad. you don't feel calm. dari sekolah rendah aku macam ni. so it has become a solid build (macam lemak) and it's hard for me to kick the habit. music is already part of my life. betul ke ? is it a good part or a bad one. ?

Im not really giving a total kick out on music. little music would do. but will it just be little ?

Hiburan itu ‘ubat’ kepada hati yang menyembuhkan ‘penyakit’ letih, lalu berpatutanlah ianya dihalalkan tetapi janganlah berlebihan sepertimana halnya ubat yang tidak boleh diambil berlebihan…

-Imam Al-Ghazali

 



 

 

 

oreo dan susu

Assalammualaikum (:
rajin pulak jari ni nak update blog. almaklum lah sudah lama dibiarkan berhabuk. harini aku rasa gembira ibarat makan oreo dicicah susu. yumm! tu je yang ada kena mengena dengan tajuk kita dalam post kali ni.

oh tadi jalan jalan rumah seorang sahabat. dia baru balik dari campus netherlands maritime institute, hm macam tu lah bunyi nya.

aku tumpang gembira untuk dia. teringat dulu masa aku cerita aku nak fly ke us , dia kata dia cemburu. sekarang rezeki kita, sama sama dapat fly (: gembira sama sama. dia ke belanda inshaAllah. dia dah boleh bawa kereta ke sana ke mari. aku masih mengharap abah untuk bawa aku. sabar ~ *tariknafas*

tadi juga aku jumpa kawan kawan lama. eca, nenek, syak, gia and diva kita, mj. dorang baik baik je nampak. cuma mata nenek agak menakutkan. (<>. .<>)

lepas ni, aku plan nak ada kereta sendiri. maybe aku berniaga after habis belajar. mana tahu ada rezeki beli kereta cash punya hehe *takut hutang*

MRSM

time ni macam macam gaya ahh dah takde cover cover. ada yang guling guling. tetiba budak laki intai *shit

solitary

aku lebih suka hidup aku diasingkan. I mean kalau cuti, aku prefer duduk kat campus rather than balik rumah. memang aku remaja biasa yang tak terlepas dari sifat malas nak ringan tangan kat dapur, angkat sampah, sidai baju, lipat baju, kemas rumah, memasak and the list goes on and on, to the infinity and beyond (maybe?). tapi aku fikir, kalau bukan aku yang buat, sape yang nak buat?
ummi.
kesian ummi. so kena buat. dapat pahala besar tau tolong ibu bapa. heheh

lagi satu, hati aku. bila aku sorang-sorang aku ingat Allah, Allah je aku ada time tu. senang aku nak nangis. entah lah kenapa aku rasa syaitan kat rumah ni hebat-hebat belaka. tak macam kat campus. sana, senang je nak bangun tahajjud. sini, pukul 6, terjaga. ngeliat-ngeliat atas katil sampai nak pukul 7 baru nak solat. astaghfirullah. teruk nyaa~

ok benda ni aku malu nak cakap, tapi aku rasa fitrah yang perlu diingatkan. pasal nafsu, adoh mulanya aku rasa solutionnya, sudah tiba masa aku kena kahwin.*blushing* narrow-minded betul time tu. bila fikir-fikir balik. aku lupa ada lagi 1 solution.-- puasa. hhmph, ye kawan, puasa. lama aku tak buat taww..

Rasulullah bersabda, bermaksud: “Wahai golongan pemuda! Sesiapa yang berkemampuan untuk al-baah maka hendaklah dia berkahwin kerana sesungguhnya perkahwinan itu lebih menundukkan pandangan dan memelihara kemaluan. Sesiapa yang tidak mampu maka hendaklah dia berpuasa kerana puasa itu penghalang baginya (daripada syahwat).” – (Riwayat Bukhari, Muslim, Tirmizi, Nasai, Abu Daud, Ibn Majah).

percaya tak, dulu-dulu lah, aku rasa, aku ni patutnya seorang lelaki, hahah dah besar ni tak lah.

Rejab dah tiba (:

assalammualaikum (:
kawan-kawan, bulan Allah, bulan rejab sudah datang. ramadan semakin dekat, huu tak sabar den.

aku dah lama tak puasa. serious lama gila. haha yeah aku dapat rasa badan aku akan susah untuk adapt balik. as I have to restart puasa after a very long time not doing so. ho yeah the beginning is always the hardest. but after some time, you will feel reborn!! (:  chillax, puasa is fun actually. Allah sayang orang-orang yang berpuasa. bau kasturi mulut kita tu tak boleh bau kat dunia. tapi kat akhirat? we can never imagine.

 

orang puasa kuat-kuat taw. tengok nabi kita, time-time tengah puasa, pergi jihad, berperang dengan musuh Allah. dalam perang khandak, peh baginda gali parit....  kita ? haa, buat alasan, the gravity on the bed is ten times higher during Ramadan. macam penat sangat je..

oh ada web ni menarik peristiwa -peristiwa dalam bulan ramadan: http://huseinrider.blogspot.com/2011/08/sejarah-di-setiap-tarikh-dlm-bln.html
bagus lah akhi ni.

at home (:

abah ambil aku balik rumah. malam tadi tido lewat sampai pukul 2. entah lepas gian, bersihkan rumah. cleaning is my thing. both of my parents are working, so the home is kinda out of control. adek-adek aku: 2 raksasa kembar kuat makan dengan sorang budak laki form 3 yang hidup dalam dunia sendiri, uh. what do you expect.

semalam balik kampung (rumah aku kat kampung). malam, pukul 10. otw balik ada ceramah politik satu parti ni. ummi nak join, abah malas nak kisah. umi ajak aku, aku on je. kitorang naik basikal pergi bahagian belakang tempat ceramah tu sebab umi nak sangat dengar tapi tak mahu kehadirannya disedari. takda pape pun, dia cerita macam mana nak undi. masa kitorang dah sampai kat situ dah pukul 11 tapi tak start lagi. umi tak larat nak tunggu, kitorang pun balik je. we go there with nothing, bring back home nothing. sama dengan abah yang tidur kat rumah. aku tak capai umur nak undi, tapi kalau aku dah cukup umur pun, aku tak tahu nak undi sapa. terbaca dalam facebook : kalau rujukan kita selamanya berita harian, utusan Malaysia, tv3, tv1, tv2 memang kita akan sokong BN selamanya. what's wrong with BN, actually ? lantak ah.

ada kawan kawan yang macam tahu banyak pasal politik. bukan aku tak nak kisah, memang lah aku kena ambil berat tentang negara sendiri. tanggungjawab. tapi aku takut untuk percaya pada cerita cerita orang. aku tak suka pening pening. mungkin, kerajaan sekarang banyak buat hal, tapi takde sape jamin kerajaan baru akan jadi lebih baik. kita diajar untuk benci perkara jahat bukannya pelaku perbuatan tersebut. tapi dalam masa yang sama, kita tak boleh biar pelaku tersebut bermaharaja lela. i don't know who's wrong or right. all i can do is to pray for malaysia. (: may malaysia be a better country for the upcoming years after this pru-13. we shall live happily together as one nation. set a good example to other muslim countries.
aamin..

cerita mereka

 

seronok dengar khabar senior senior dah nak fly. tahniah (: ada yang dapat Michigan, ohio state, MIT, penn-state & many more. finally all the hard work paid off. but, a bigger challenge is on the way. buku buku kami dapat, ada yang free, ada yang bayar, ada yang bagi free tapi mintak belanja makan hahah macam macam.

Jauh dari keluarga tak semestinya jauh dari Allah. Allah tetap ada dekat dengan kita. teringat tazkirah ust. ebit lew, masa kat mrsm time form 5. heheh kami ramai ramai ikut dia :

when you remember me...

I will remember you...

when you forget me...

I will still remember you

 

Allah kata

datang negara orang bukan untuk saja-saja melancong. lain lah kau anak orang kayaa. kita datang nak belajar, timba pengalaman. mak ayah kat kampong jangan lupa, doakan mereka, hantar khabar, tulis surat maybe? sekarang ibu bapa banyak yang dah update, boleh Skype. kalau tak... mulalah mereka..... stalk stalk facebook kita heheh .
ok lah diorang stalk daripada kecil hati .. tapi jangan buat mereka macam tu. mereka risau, kita tak tahu.

aku takut nak , ape orang kata dream big. aku takut frust. tapi sekarang aku dalam proses untuk improve sikit keyakinan tu. it's the law of attraction or I can say, doa. teringin jadi dalam inspirational movies.

she believed

she could

so she did (:

flying birds

tiba-tiba rasa nak pergi surau. pakai selipar, singsing lengan baju , seluar, keluar bilik. ambil wudhu'. balik dari toilet. tengah basah-basah ni, grab my phone. call wan untuk ajak pergi surau. dia dah dekat sana. alright.

 

kat luar nampak biru-biru gelap, senja kan... tak ada pape tu kot selamat je, Allah kan ada. aku pakai shawl-- lilit-lilt kejap, sarung cardigan, stokin. siap. ehh nak bagi makan kucing pulak. cari whiskas dalam almari. eheheh. hari tu aku dengan wan ingat nak buat projek jaga kucing kucing kat campus. mandi-mandi kan mereka, jaga baik-baik, buat kerja amal macam ohohoh nak jadi the guardian. bila fikir balik, malas ah.

 

turun tangga. jumpa macik guard. aku minta macik tu tolong bagi makan kucing yang lalu lalang bawah blok kalau dia rajin, dia taknak. nanti student complain katanya. ok lah tumpang bekas kucing kat dia, balik surau aku janji ambil balik. aku ambil tisu, letak sikit whiskas. mana tahu otw jumpa kucing comel boleh bagi makan sikit. cakap byebye macik, aku pun blah.

 

memang ada jumpa kucing. kesian dia. berkurap (tak secomel yang aku harap). baru pukul 7 lebih dah tidur. lapar sangat ke. aku datang dekat, dia terbangun. diam je tak bising bising. letak je tisu tadi. kucing tu pun makan. seronok tengok dia dapat makan. aku bangun, teruskan perjalanan menuju ke surau. masuk surau, tak sempat bagi salam. imam dah bagi salam. aku dah terlambat.

 

Diriwayatkan hadith daripada Abi Hurairah (r.a) berkata:

‘Bersabda Rasulallah (s.a.w):

 

‘Ketika sudah diqamatkan solat maka janganlah mendapatkannya (yakni, datang untuk bersolat atau berjemaah itu) bahawasanya engkau berlari (yakni, datang tergesa-gesa dan tergopoh-gopoh), dan datanglah ke solat dan atas kamu keadaan tenteram (yakni, berkeadaan tenang), maka apa-apa yang kamu dapatkan (daripada solat atau jemaah itu), maka solatkanlah, dan apa-apa yang tidak kamu dapati, maka sempurnakanlah (yakni, selesaikanlah rakaat-rakaat solat tersebut). Maka sesungguhnya salah seorang kamu ketika ada menuju kepada solat (yakni, dalam niat dan perlakuannya ke mesjid atau ke jemaah), dan dia adalah (dianggap) di dalam solat.’ [Hadith Muslim, Kitab Solat] 

 

takpe, aku join jemaah kedua. wan senyum je. nak balik tu, wan ajak jumpa senior maktab dia. akak tu nak wariskan buku. dia dah nak fly ke amerika. next year, in shaa Allah kami menyusul. dia dapat offer penn-state U. pandai. adeh, best. banyak buku dia bagi. tebal tebal kitorang angkut balik punya berat. tak kisah, ilmu tu. thanks thanks akak tu. semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan dia dan murah kan rezeki dia. tak payah beli buku untuk SAT. save beratus. Alhamdulillah
 

senior senior, kebanyakannya dah takde lagi sem depan. otw, balik bilik jumpa kak ni. classmate malaysian studies.. dulu aku tak suka perangai dia. kawan kawan aku pun suka cakap belakang, kadang-kadang aku terjoin. adeh, berdosa.dia kata dia dah takde lagi next sem. kami berjabat tangan. aku tak sempat minta maaf,
 

teringat satu hadis:

 

Sabda Nabi SAW,

عَنِ اْلبَرَاءِ بْنِ عَازِبٍ قَالَ: قَالَ رَسُوْلُ اللهِ ص: مَا مِنْ مُسْلِمَيْنِ يَلْتَقِيَانِ فَيَتَصَافَحَانِ اِلاَّ غُفِرَ لَهُمَا قَبْلَ اَنْ يَتَفَرَّقَا

Maksudnya: “Dari Al-Baraa’ bin Aazib, dia berkata, Rasulullah SAW bersabda, “Tidaklah dua orang Islam bertemu lalu berjabat tangan, melainkan diampuni dosa keduanya sebelum kedua orang itu berpisah.” (Riwayat Abu Daud, no. 5214, dinilai sahih oleh Syeikh al-Albani)

 kak, aku doakan kau berjaya dunia dan akhirat. moga berjumpa lagi ye (:

12 things

 

12 Things My Grandmother Told Me Before She Died

When my grandmother, Zelda, passed away a few years ago at the age of 90, she left me with a box of miscellaneous items from her house that she knew I had grown to appreciate over the years. Among these items is an old leather-bound journal that she aptly named her ‘Inspiration Journal.’

Throughout the second half of her life, she used this journ...al to jot down ideas, thoughts, quotes, song lyrics, and anything else that moved her. She would read excerpts from her journal to me when I was growing up, and I would listen and ask questions. I honestly credit a part of who I am now to the wisdom she bestowed on me when I was young.

Today I want to share some of these inspiring excerpts with you. I’ve done my best to sort, copyedit, and reorganize the content into twelve inspiring bullet points. Enjoy.

1. Breathe in the future, breathe out the past.

No matter where you are or what you’re going through, always believe that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Never expect, assume, or demand. Just do your best, control the elements you can control, and then let it be. Because once you have done what you can, if it is meant to be, it will happen, or it will show you the next step that needs to be taken.

2. Life CAN be simple again.
Just choose to focus on one thing at a time. You don’t have to do it all, and you don’t have to do it all right now. Breathe, be present, and do your best with what’s in front of you. What you put into life, life will eventually give you back many times over.

3.Let others take you as you are, or not at all.

Speak your truth even if your voice shakes. By being yourself, you put something beautiful into the world that was not there before. So walk your path confidently and don’t expect anyone else to understand your journey, especially if they have not been exactly where you are going.

4.You are not who you used to be, and that’s OK.
You’ve been hurt; you’ve gone through numerous ups and downs that have made you who you are today. Over the years, so many things have happened – things that have changed your perspective, taught you lessons, and forced your spirit to grow. As time passes, nobody stays the same, but some people will still tell you that you have changed. Respond to them by saying, “Of course I’ve changed. That’s what life is all about. But I’m still the same person, just a little stronger now than I ever was before.”

5. Everything that happens helps you grow, even if it’s hard to see right now.
Circumstances will direct you, correct you, and perfect you over time. So whatever you do, hold on to hope. The tiniest thread will twist into an unbreakable cord. Let hope anchor you in the possibility that this is not the end of your story – that the change in the tides will eventually bring you to peaceful shores.

6. Do not educate yourself to be rich, educate yourself to be happy.

That way when you get older you’ll know the value of things, not the price. In the end, you will come to realize that the best days are the days when you don’t need anything extreme or special to happen to make you smile. You simply appreciate the moments and feel gratitude, seeking nothing else, nothing more. That is what true happiness is all about.

7. Be determined to be positive.
Understand that the greater part of your misery or unhappiness is determined not by your circumstances, but by your attitude. So smile at those who often try to begrudge or hurt you, show them what’s missing in their life and what they can’t take away from you.

8. Pay close attention to those you care about.
Sometimes when a loved one says, “I’m okay,” they need you to look them in the eyes, hug them tight, and reply, “I know you’re not.” And don’t be too upset if some people only seem to remember you when they need you. Feel privileged that you are like a beacon of light that comes to their minds when there is darkness in their lives.

9. Sometimes you have to let a person go so they can grow.
Because, over the course of their lives, it is not what you do for them, but what you have taught them to do for themselves that will make them a successful human being.

10. Sometimes getting the results you crave means stripping yourself of people that don’t serve your best interests.
This allows you to make space for those who support you in being the absolute best version of yourself. It happens gradually as you grow. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.

11. It’s better to look back on life and say, “I can’t believe I did that,” than to look back and say, “I wish I did that.”

In the end, people will judge you in some way anyway. So don’t live your life trying to impress others. Instead live your life impressing yourself. Love yourself enough to never lower your standards for anyone.

12. If you’re looking for a happy ending and can’t seem to find one, maybe it’s time to start looking for a new beginning. Brush yourself off and accept that you have to fail from time to time. That’s how you learn. The strongest people out there – the ones who laugh the hardest with a genuine smile – are the same people who have fought the toughest battles. They’re smiling because they’ve decided that they’re not going to let anything hold them down, they’re moving on to a new beginning.

POST WRITTEN BY: MARC