why am I different?

Diri aku ni sangat lain dari orang. dari kecil aku rasa macam ni. but as I grow older, I found many people like me; I'm not alone. they are mainly from MRSM and university. In fact, I realize that I have so many similarities with my dad. not all of them as I have some of my umi's genes of course so I'm still finding myself. I keep asking people, what do they think of me. I get bogged down by the definitions they gave me. they tell me I'm different, but they can't figure out what are the examples. they said I'm different(weird), and they don't know how to describe. So people, let me just be this girl, you can never be. hahah