another special day of life

Thursday night, I just had a karate training as usual. Tonight can be said quite special, we had an usrah ^^ with some new faces. New kids coming in. Have I mentioned about them? Oh I think I had. I found a long-lost friend from Bukit Rangin, Kuantan. We were friends(?) in kindergarten, wow I kinda remember her and many of the memories back then. Yeah I am quite impressed that I actually have a not-so-bad memory. Haha, I don’t want to talk much to her as she doesn’t really remember me which is great. I’m so ugly back then and nobody wants to be friends with me. I’ve got the title ‘weirdo’ ever since I get around people, who teachers would call them as my friends. Get it?

Back to my karate story. I love sparring! but only with Wan whom a good friend of mine. We often practise together. I just hate sparring with other kids. They make me feel unconfident. Aahhh~ then I got to pair with this big guy. He breathes like a beast omg you don’t want to know how. I didn’t wear my glasses so I don’t really know what I’m doing haha well I often got funny comments from the sensei on how I sparred with people. Too girlish, what so ever. Everyone is laughing, well I laugh too, looking at how stupid I was. I only saw it in TVs; not thinking I’m really doing it in reality. Ok I shouldn’t talk about this actually.

Then we exchange partners. I got to pair with another guy. A black belt holder and he is wearing a blue sarung tangan, for gusti-gusti. Ahh~ can you guys see how the world is so unfair! I need to protect my nails too! Daa~  I told you I didn’t wear my glasses but my heart tells me he’s cute. And he is. He didn’t really attack me. Well sometimes, but most of the time, he let me to attack him while he is doing all the blocks. Sweet, isn’t it? But I’m not gonna fall for any karate guy. This is the vow, I made for myself.

I remember the last time I fall for a karate guy, he made me stop attending classes. If you want to do great in karate. Be bold, and never had any crush on any karate member. Feel no shame, do whatever you want. No need to cover cover ayu! Woo that’s what I learned in a few years. You know the moment when you tertonggeng tonggeng kena belasah masa sparring, and caught your crush is looking at you erghh. if you're not willing to be stupid, nothing great is ever going to happen to you :') so to feel less shame, just don't have any crush near you.