toefl gua lusa ni

hm hm. bismillah.

Frankly speaking, I haven't ready yet. Reality is, I can't do anything but to face it.
It has always been like this. Trust me, I'm used to it because... I believe in magic! *finger flick*
naah I'm just too lazy.

Here's the thing, Tomorrow, my friends and I will head off to Sheraton hotel, where the test will take place on 8 in the morning on the next day. Yeah, we are coming one day earlier just to look around the test centre; we haven't been there before. lol

I don't dare to phone my ummi because she might ask questions like
"ok, you sure you're ready?".
"have you prayed solat hajat?"
"have you packed up everything?"

and I'm tired of lying, okay. it's... I am not okay, but don't worry. I got this. so yeah

I just texted her about tomorrow and it won't take long for her to call me right away. oh ummi I love you

change

I dont have much to say. I just feel like updating this old bloggie. Hey how have you been?

So my friend and I planned to travel around Malaysia. Yknow, backpackers. They are wild and tough and strong yeah we wanna be those kind of people. I had my driving class today with abah. I wish I could travel by car but nope that against my own rule which is to travel by public transports.

let's see. I have my touch n go card which I got it for free from mydin, thanks Panadol. Now it's more convenient to use the trains. I have my tablet which also be quite helpful for traveling. There are lots to prepare, but now I have to focus on my upcoming exams and English proficiency tests. We'll execute this mission in May inshaAllah.

Rain

Bismillah. Hari ni, tak tahu nak cakap ape. Alhamdulillah hari hari hujan, dan aku di rumah sedap berhibernasi menambah lemak untuk menahan sejuk eceh defensive. Sejuk sejuk ni, nak cakap pasal fly. Hm, lama lagi. So cakap pasal toefl lah. Test center kat key ell, tengah tengah key ell yang super busy waktu weekend. Aku plan dengan kengkawan nak tidur hotel. So pagi pagi kita gather senang kat  sheraton hoteyl. Yang tak berapa jauh dari hotel bajet kami.

Tak kira, nak cakap pasal fly gak. Ramai sedara mara dah congratulate aku awal awal sebab dapat offer MARA untuk fly ke US. Risau aku ni.anyways, Thank you everyone. As for my parents, they are pretty worried about me. Hm, I have a bad sense of direction., I often got myself lost in the middle of nowhere. I often misplace the most valuable things of mine and sometimes even other's. In short, I'm still a kid to go to a foreign place.

So yeah, they kinda worried. They told me, I need to have my stand. There will be many wild things to handle, a different exposure you got to face. But you are always muslim first. A muslim girl, a muslim student, muslim friend, a Muslim; for no matter where you go, you should have your stand. Islam is universal, and show them Islam is for everyone. Allah is always near. Tuhan yang jaga kita selama ni kat Mesia, ialah tuhan yang sama juga yang akan jaga kita di US. okay I sort of elaborating the points but this is my understanding to the words they said.

Nak kawan dengan matsalleh tu sume, boleh tp jangan sampai terpesong. Na, lebih baik fail daripada terpesong. Tp kalau dah ada kat jalan Allah, Allah nak bagi fail ke?

Tq umi, abah.

Birthday

is A day where I can get 18 people posting on my wall on the same day

counting days till I get my driving license.

I wonder when can I get my driving license. =,=

 

my little friend

I saw him playing alone. He is so playful but he doesn't have many friends to play, just Panda and his mother, Syasya. He can run and jump simultaneously beautiful. And he loves it. Whenever I open the main door, he will run as fast as he can, and get into the house like "oh yeah, he made it!" and everyone would shout "Pupu, get out!". but it took some time before we took him out as he is so adorable, he sometimes sleep in the house. I think he is so bored that he wants to play with us in the house. haha. I love to take his pictures and he would pose like a freak. Haha pupu you're so funny.

I cant forgive your habit which is biting people, it hurts >..< but I still play with you. I took revenge by pulling your bent tail. Haha serves you right!

when I get back to college, Ummi phoned me.
She said that a cat got hit by a car this morning.
And that was the saddest car accident I have ever heard.
I am very sad, pupu.
you leave us so soon.
*tears*

dream can be simple

as salamu alaykum

 

hey hey everyone. well, the holy month of Ramadan ends already. banyak orang akan doa banyak-banyak on that month. too many wishes and dreams. teringat masa tu Ramadan and aku tengah trial spm. fuh, terkezut den. tak pernah pernah dapat keputusan sebaik tu sebelumnya.

 

for mothers of little boys or girls, tell them. Ramadan is the month where most wishes will come true. you don't need to wait for a shooting star. Allah gives you one month of wishing and praying to him. many great things happen in Ramadan. whether you realize it, or not. it still happens. so, people! dream big!

thankyou, Ano-san! for showing me this pic